REMINDER: BSN

My high school classmate and a friend –Alfonso chat with me in facebook. He asked about my nursing career. :) He said that I should not waste my time and take over again and again even I am not ready or haven’t reviewed. He also point out that my kids are growing. Sayang daw ang nursing ko if I don’t take local board exam again..

And this morning, Uncle Joy requested me to get his Blood pressure but I was so surprised that my BP app was not in condition. Parang nanghihinayang tuloy ako bakit. I said to myself I need to fix this. I don’t have money to buy a new one. Just like my nursing exam, I should fix these now. I remember Boboboi always reminding me that I should and must read , study everyday so that I will not forget the lessons and what I have studied before. But now, he’s tired of me..He’s tired of always reminding me and I miss it .And sometimes I follow din naman and mostly I forgot because of anxiety, fear, and frustrations. I just got depressed if I remember my past.

Maybe Lord sends me message that I should not get depressed, move on, study hard and just believe in myself.I thank Boboboi and Alfonso for the reminders & advices. I thank the Lord for the wisdom and because he’s still  there for me. 

9.10.12 Chen